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To be honest, this is not what I expected. I still draw on occasion. Hell, I even participated for up to 20 days of Inktober this year.
That's a miracle, in my book. But, to be honest, I think I might have to call for a longer time out now. I don't want to draw anymore.
I'm not the best. I have no one here to really be an artistic rival. And the amount of time I have now....

I spend all of it making weapons. Boffer weapons, to be exact. And with my new development in EVA Foam,
I won't be surprised if I take up learning more hobbies involving foam construction.
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Almost a year

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It's been almost a year now since I posted up anything, in my journals at least.
It feels good to get stuff off my chest and out of my head.
Got some more draws coming up.
Some commissions are being processed and worked on as we speak.
Sorry. I've been so busy with my job and finding time to want to draw. It sucks really.
Anyways, hope you guys enjoy my new batches of art.
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Update 09/2015

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Hey guys, its been awhile.

I've been a bit quiet again. Seems that's been happening a lot.
I've been uploading stuff, here and there. Mostly pictures that I just don't want to color in at this time.
Not because I'm lazy or anything, its kinda more like I'm losing my touch with my art.
I feel like I lost something important in my art, a motive or a drive to compete. I've been feeling that a lot lately...
I don't have anyone to compete with or encourage myself to go up against anymore and I guess I'm kinda dealing with
these feelings of depression as best I can.

Amongst other things, I've been doing more physical activity stuff, like my local Boffer Fight Club.
Its great. Its nice. I'm learning to actually fight with swords, war hammers, and even spears.
But, when it comes down to the end of the day, I feel depressed. I'm not writing anymore of my story.
I'm not drawing much anymore... I hate it. I miss it a lot.

But, not writing my story doesn't bring out the craziness in me anymore. For once, my head's been so silent.
No voices or shouts in my head; I remember begging for it all to stop and now... I don't know what to do without those voices anymore.
I guess that's a good thing. I don't know anymore. Maybe its better this way.

On a side note, I've been practicing my dinosaur drawings skills for real this time. Personally, I've been holding myself back for so long.
I had a friend once who loved to draw dinosaurs. He loved them a lot. And, I felt like if I tried, I could easily outstrip him of his abilities to draw.
It made me feel like shit, that I could just take away and "out-draw" him in too many subjects. I didn't lie about any of his drawings ever.
I loved to see how he drew and it made me pretty damn happy to see him catch up faster and faster to my level.
But, I did lie. I lied about being stupid and bad at dinosaurs because I didn't want to be better than him at them.
But, in the end it didn't matter. I'm all alone again with no partner in the pen to play and fight with.

It just goes to say that sometimes you need to have that one friend that pushes you to the fullest
while you push them to their fullest potential, too.

Anyways, I guess that's all for now. My life is definitely taking a bad turn for me right now and I may soon be facing a trial of will strength, soon.
I hope everyone is doing great. I've made a Youtube account for some of the boffer videos I've taken. Just look up Knightmare Fantom and I should be there.

Until next time, everyone.
~KF
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So I got some good news and I have some bad news. :/

BAD NEWS:
Bad news for my watchers, my computer is currently going through a bit of a hard time right now, since my computer's capacity is being overly stressed by how much shit I have.
So, pretty much, I will be restricted as to how much I can get posted up onto my computer until I get myself a portable terabit hard-drive to store a majority of my crap onto it.

GOOD NEWS:
I have an upcoming chance to work as a night crew personnel at a certain location, so that means I'll be getting a job pretty soon.
And with the new job, I will also (If I get the job and such) have a new source of income! :D Which pretty much translates to me getting a terabit hard drive. >_>
Also, in spite of my (hopefully) upcoming job employment, I have recently taken to learning a new fighting style, one involving weapons like swords and hammers. :)
I do hope to get some good pictures of myself so that everyone has a chance to see my new hobby. ^_^

ALSO. For those watching for updates of DAT Comic, you will be pleased to know that I still plan to work some more on it and may have a rough of a page done soon.
So, yeah. xD

Stay fresh my friends. :3
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Holy. Crap. Stare These last two weeks have been absolutely absurd!
Normally, I upload stuff and get completely ignored... but now? Comments and favoriting EVERYWHERE. :o (Eek) 
Not to say that I'm not pleased by that I've got a wee bit of attention its just so....... NEW.omfg 
Which is pretty damn awesome! 

Anyways, so I guess just to update everyone I have a few commissions and other works coming in for the next month.
I do plan to continue the DAT Comic. There's NO DOUBT in that. Wink/Razz But for now, I wish to take my time and focus on a couple other projects.
Just to help get the brain juices going for my next comic idea, since I don't draw comics in the traditional sense.
Also, some other good news. I recently purchased some books for working on clothing, shading, chibis, and dynamitc, compiling of characters.
So, that means I might be leveling up as an artist again. :powerup: Well, that's all the good news for everyone. I don't plan on making promises on dates that I
might finish my next comic pages and/or when I might next post up a drawing or something. It all depends a lot on my mood, motivation, and my daily hellish life.


Until next time, stay fresh everyone. :bademoticon: 
    ~KF
 
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